I dreamed about you...
I woke up when I understood all this which I know it's alive because of you. I screamed when I thought I could lose you. I was dreaming by your side; feeling you, seeing you, touching you. We were finally together. We were finally one. I left you for a moment, I kissed you, I smiled at you and walked away forcing my feet to move. On the way out I knew, I just knew you were going to wait for me. I didn't have any doubt about it. This which inhabits us if love is big enough to describe it then let us call it love. You love me. And I love you. I'm not afraid of it. I don't regret it. It was a long journey and we finally have the chance to walk next to each other as equals. As I was going back to you, my steps were short and the closer I got to you the faster my feet moved. I saw myself running towards you. You stood up and embraced me. I felt your arms like morning glory ought to be. I was back. You were there. You kissed me like if I had been gone for years. I whispered in your ear without letting you go: "it was only a minute". "I know, but I missed you" you replied holding my head between your warm hands. Your splendid eyes stared at mine. God exists! -we both shared the thought.
That moment I knew all the pain and suffering was worth it. I knew I could live this life again if you were going to be there waiting for me. Thank you for loving me like you do.
Another one of my -honey blogs-. I have been feeling kind of caramelized lately. I feel sticky. Ewww! ;)
I had a dream last night. It was delightful. Indescribable. The story above is a little bit of that dream. It felt as if I was living it. He is my unedited love and this piece of my heart is for him.
I don't think I could tell you
how many times I have wished you
to be present in my life.
I have needed you
when I cried,
when I smiled,
when I laughed,
when I yelled.
Every shooting star
which crawls across the sky
stops to listen to my plead:
I wish, I wish, I wish he was here.
I have lost my strength
all the way where I can't remain standing anymore.
I have been on the floor,
I had given up,
but there's always you.
You.
Only you.
To lend me a hand.
To make me blush.
To teach me how to live.
My Daddy sent you here.
I begged Him to send you with me.
He heard me.
He understood me.
My inner light shines again.
Shines forever.
Trespassing the bitter taste
of my hollow days.
I am alive.
I love you.
From the bottom of my heart, Vera.
Comments (1)
Hmm~
We never finished our conversation did we?
Can we make another Borders date??