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I dreamed about you...
I woke up when I understood all this which I know it's alive because of you. I screamed when I thought I could lose you. I was dreaming by your side; feeling you, seeing you, touching you. We were finally together. We were finally one. I left you for a moment, I kissed you, I smiled at you and walked away forcing my feet to move. On the way out I knew, I just knew you were going to wait for me. I didn't have any doubt about it. This which inhabits us if love is big enough to describe it then let us call it love. You love me. And I love you. I'm not afraid of it. I don't regret it. It was a long journey and we finally have the chance to walk next to each other as equals. As I was going back to you, my steps were short and the closer I got to you the faster my feet moved. I saw myself running towards you. You stood up and embraced me. I felt your arms like morning glory ought to be. I was back. You were there. You kissed me like if I had been gone for years. I whispered in your ear without letting you go: "it was only a minute". "I know, but I missed you" you replied holding my head between your warm hands. Your splendid eyes stared at mine. God exists! -we both shared the thought.
That moment I knew all the pain and suffering was worth it. I knew I could live this life again if you were going to be there waiting for me. Thank you for loving me like you do.

Another one of my -honey blogs-. I have been feeling kind of caramelized lately. I feel sticky. Ewww! ;)
I had a dream last night. It was delightful. Indescribable. The story above is a little bit of that dream. It felt as if I was living it. He is my unedited love and this piece of my heart is for him.

I don't think I could tell you
how many times I have wished you
to be present in my life.
I have needed you
when I cried,
when I smiled,
when I laughed,
when I yelled.
Every shooting star
which crawls across the sky
stops to listen to my plead:
I wish, I wish, I wish he was here.

I have lost my strength
all the way where I can't remain standing anymore.
I have been on the floor,
I had given up,
but there's always you.
You.
Only you.
To lend me a hand.
To make me blush.
To teach me how to live.

My Daddy sent you here.
I begged Him to send you with me.
He heard me.
He understood me.
My inner light shines again.
Shines forever.
Trespassing the bitter taste
of my hollow days.

I am alive.
I love you.

From the bottom of my heart, Vera.

I know, I know. I shouldn't talk about guys. Well, I guess it's okay every once in a while. Specially when I want to speak what most women think but none dare to say it. So pay close attention because I am about to YELL what my heart feels. I hope you agree!

You were born into a woman. You hate corporal hair and find any possible way to get rid of it. You keep wanting to be taller and leaner. You wear makeup to try to hide all your imperfections. Your wardrobe has more clothes than it can hold but none of them fit you like you wish they would. Your purse holds a >huge and messy< feminine world inside of it where you can't even find your car keys. You have long and painful periods. You were meant to wash dishes, raise babies, please husbands, cook, clean clean clean, work work work, solve everybody's problems before your own, listen to everyone, give without asking for anything in return, love unconditionally, support your family, get married, maintain yourself the most ethereal possible throughout your love relationships, scare all female b**** "flies" away from your man, take care of grandparents and parents when they grow old, blah blah blah blah... in fact all of our lives are dedicated to someone else but ourselves. It's nice to say that helping others you are SOMEHOW helping yourself but, is it true? Is living everybody else's lives a way to reach inner happiness? Is all the suffering worth of being a woman? It's certain that only women have the greatest privilege of giving birth but we always need a piece of a male (sperms).

Guys vs. Girls
If a woman burps she is a tomboy, if a guy burps it's funny.
If a woman laughs loud she is irritating, if a guy laughs loud he looks even cuter.
If a woman says a cuss word she doesn't have manners, if a guy says a cuss word it becomes famous.
If a woman rests for a little bit she is lazy, if a guy sits for a little bit he is in deep thought.
If a woman disagrees with something she is being selfish, if a guy disagrees with something he is expressing his point of view.
If a woman cheats on her man she is a "W", if a guy cheats on his woman she must be a "W" with him.
If a woman doesn't want to get married she is an open-legged, if a guy doesn't want to get married he must be an incredible and outstanding angel who wears a human disguise.
And the list keeps and keeps on going. It's sooo unfair!!!
But if you think about it, there are some good reasons to be a woman.
1. As a human you possess the right to ignore everybody and choose your own path. Although your friends and family say you are an egocentric human trash, you absolutely have the right to think about yourself.
2. Your smile can make any person fall in love with you.
3. You decide which bastard you want to date.
4. Your sweet puppy face makes miracles.
5. You wear high heels and put your hair down and turn into a stunning supermodel. I have to say that you were already a supermodel but you just add a little detail to become a STUNNING supermodel. :)
6. You only wear makeup to feel pleasure as you turn your head away from those sexy looks every single male gives you.
7. You choose when and why to have babies.
I still need to think of more... Anyways, the point is: why males suck so badly? Well, it's not only because they always get the credit for everything women do, or for the fact that they are forgiven so many wrong things they do, or because if you take the cute words out of it the phrase says "women should be devoted to the male gender throughout their whole lives".Aggghhhhh!
Men suck because they don't deserve all the greatness within us and that we tenderly place it on a silver platter in front of them.
Men suck because they have so many divine women to choose from and still we are the ones who should take the first step.
Men suck because everywhere we go, they are always on our minds when more important matters should be in their place.
Men suck because when they look at us they make us feel butterflies in our bellies.
Men suck because we care for them, because our human nature makes us need them so badly, because they make us feel complete, because we inevitably love them no matter what they did.
Men suck because although they don't shower, shave or use deodorant, they cannot stop being cute.
Men suck!!!!! Badly!!!!

Now if you ask for my own opinion I would say:
Males suck because they are never enough.
Males suck because they are always terrible at everything they do.
Males suck because they always disappoint me.
Males suck because they are all retarded.
Males suck because they can never do anything for themselves.
Males suck because they are mature enough when their hair turns white and they start losing their teeth.
Males suck because they think we need them.
Males suck because some brainless girls still fight for them against another brainless girl.
Males suck because they steal our freedom as females and even as humans.
Males suck because no matter what we do, we are always wrong.
Males suck because we don't show them we love them the way they want to.
Males suck because they think we are always available for them.
Males suck because they think they govern our stupid minds.
Yeah, I'm one of those rare women who date men for the simple pleasure of dumping them when they become useless. Cold-hearted? I prefer the terms MODERN and INDEPENDENT. If men do so with us then why shouldn't we do it with them. After all we are as free and as equal as they are, right?
Do males suck for you?

PS. Males, I have nothing against you. I haven't got my heart broken or anything that would make me feel hatred towards men. I just believe it's time for us to show males the freedom they say we have.
There's a song that says:
If I was a woman
I wouldn't get married
I wouldn't wear any bra
I wouldn't take any pill, let him take them
And now that you know it
Now take me with you
Hahaha! It's a very nice song. In Spain La Quinta Estacion plays it but I think it was written by Joaquin Sabina.

From the bottom of my heart, Vera.